Finder's Keepers

Everyday,
I dig myself a grave
I can't go into that place
where I feel so displaced

Toss and turn
these sleepless nights are getting to me
my coping mechanisms thrown out the door
and I'm so desperate
Drenched in worry...
the future seems so far away
the future that I dare to taste
how easily it crumbles in my dreams

When I had these visions of you and me and everything
works in perfect harmony
Life seems okay if even for a little while
I know
I know
this feels like the only thing that I can
do right.