Monday, March 29, 2010

Rut


I feel a frustration because I want to be closer to God, but I cant figure out how to do this. Also, I really need to talk to someone about gifts. The bible talks about the talents God has given everyone, and using these gifts to honor God in the best way possible. I'm having a hard time recognizing my gifts. When I think about it, all I come up with is pokemon. Gee ain't that swell(that there deer down yonder hill lol ij). Now what in the heck am I suppossed to do with that!? Come on, I need more to work with here. thats why I want to talk to someone. I need a kickstart into discovering these gifts so I can use them to their full potential. Otherwise, I'm just anxious. What in the heck is in store for me?
I'll probably have to wait a long time to put two & two together.
I really need consolation for this. D:
It bothers me a lot.


2 comments:

  1. Niza. You have tons of gifts, even if you don't know it. I'm no expert on this, I don't even know all of my gifts, but i KNOW you have WAY more gifts than pokemon. You know you can draw, and play pokemon, but you can also make and keep the right friends. The closest friends you have have brought you closer to God, and know that you can use your gifts to help other people get closer to God. You have no idea how much you have helped me by being my friend. You always say the right things, and you are funny, nice, caring, compassionate, and just plain awesome. You always are yourself, and your honest and trustworthy. You will find your gifts, God will show them to you when He wants you to see them.

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  2. Thank you.
    Gosh darnit, now I'm all warm and fuzzy.
    Good thing I like being warm and fuzzy.

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